So I actually starting writing this post back in November of 2017, so that’s almost 3 years now but I wanted to share this because I thought it was perfect for this post. I have about 20 blog post started/written but I haven’t posted them yet. It’s cool to see that I do feel like a scribe and I enjoy writing about my life. It’s also cool to read through them and see how I was writing back then and what state I was in and then I notice some things I would like to add. Anyway here is what I wrote!…
Do you believe in reincarnation? Do you believe we have one life?
DO YOU BELIEVE YOU HAVE A PURPOSE IN THIS LIFE?
I always knew I wanted to help other people, deep down inside I knew I had a purpose in life but I just didn’t know what it was and how I was going to do it.
Truthfully, I still don’t exactly know what I am doing but I do know that in the last couple of years I have been coming closer and closer to my purpose. (I have a little different perspective now, I think my life is full of purpose and it’s constantly changing. Some days my purpose is to have fun, to cry, to help others, to sit still, the important part is to remember whatever I am doing is purposeful)
I am only going to talk to you about one of them because I feel like I have been neglecting it for quite some time now.
You may be wondering… what the heck is a scribe? Let me explain to you what I am talking about first.
Well, earlier this year I was presented with a thing called Sacred Contracts. It’s believed that each of us is guided by a Scared Contract that our soul made before we were born. It basically states that the contract contains several agreements regarding what we are intended to learn in this life.
In your contracts, you have 12 archetypes and these play a valuable role in our work, relationships with individuals, our spirituality, finances, values, and our highest potential. We want to think of these archetypes as your intimate companions, they are part of you. “They provide the foundation for your personality, drives, feelings, beliefs, motivations, and actions.”
My favorite part of the description is the following: “They take an active role as guardians and inner allies, alerting you when you are in danger of falling into destructive or “shadow” behavior. The Saboteur, for instance, warns you when you are in a situation in which you tend to sabotage your own best interests. Once you learn to recognize such a pattern, instead of ignoring it or denying its presence, it becomes your friend and can help you avoid selling out.
Anyway, like I mentioned there are 12 archetypes and here are some examples of them:
To figure out your archetypes you have to review several questions to see if you relate to any of them. (There are over 70 archetypes to choose from, but you only get 12).
OKAY! Now let’s talk a little about my Scribe.
I am a Scribe in my first house which is,
- Personality, Ego: the face you present to the outside world
This means this is how I present my self to the world, to all of you.
When I mentioned that I am not honoring my Scribe, it’s because I have not been blogging or writing as much I want to. I always say I am going to post a blog but never get around to it. (haha, I’m still the same way but I been finding myself being more enthusiastic about writing now.)
I thrive when I am writing. And when I am not, I get a bit upset, I am not motivated and not as happy as I would like to be. I realized that writing about my journey and adventures brings me joy and excitement. (Now a days, I really tune in to when I need to write or express myself, I write in my dream journal and daily journal almost every day!)
ONE of my purposes in this lifetime is to express myself to the world in writing, in my personal words ONLY, that I should tune in and write from the heart, set aside time to listen to my own thoughts. Ever since I casted my Archetypal Wheel, I have been more in tune with who I am in this life and I have been able to focus on my contracts with the world and the people around me.
If you would like to learn more about the Sacred Contracts and Archetypes, click here.
This part is present day or from the year 2020!
So since my scribe is in my ego, it’s really important for me to tune in and see why I am posting things, if it’s coming from my ego or my heart. I know my readers can feel the difference, I can even feel the difference if I really pay attention.
Lately, it’s been very healing for me to just write. Some things I post, some things I keep to myself in my journal but either way. I know it’s from my experience but it feels like what I am experiencing sometimes it’s from a different dimension or from a place people haven’t felt or been to before.
Another interesting fact about the Archetypal wheel is that the ones across from each other help understand yourself even more. So the one across from my Scribe is my Healer and that’s in the house of relationships. It’s really important for me specifically to write, to have a relationship with myself that is real, authentic and even a healing one. That’s why I share my journey. Of course I would love for others to read but really it’s for me! It’s beautiful.
As always, I am sending you lots and lots of light and love your way. Keep honoring who you are and your gifts that God has given you.
Also, if it feels good for you to write to express yourself then do it!